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Joey Graziadei<\/strong><\/a> feared the worst when he got a note from Kelsey Anderson<\/strong><\/a> that said, \u201cWe need to talk,\u201d on The Bachelor<\/em><\/a>. The troubling letter came following the pair\u2019s fantasy suite date on the March 11 episode, where Kelsey told Joey that she was \u201cin love\u201d with him.<\/p>\n During the Monday, March 18, episode, Kelsey, 25, and Joey, 28, finally had the conversation about the note that fans had been waiting for. \u201cI feel like we kind of promised each other about being honest about communicating our feelings and communication in general and I know how important all that is,\u201d Kelsey explained. \u201cI just wanted you to know exactly how I feel about it all and I just really wanted to verbalize that it\u2019s hard not seeing you and the days in between are always so hard. All these feelings of missing or wondering and all the crazy thoughts that can go on is just because I really care about you. I just wanted to tell you how much I miss you when you\u2019re not there.\u201d<\/p>\n While Joey was relieved to hear that Kelsey had no intentions of leaving him, he also admittedly began shutting down because he couldn\u2019t \u201csnap out of\u201d the emotions he was feeling when he got Kelsey\u2019s note. \u201cIt just sucks that I had to be feeling that a few moments ago,\u201d he told Kelsey.<\/p>\n The conversation ended on awkward terms between the two, and Kelsey admitted that she would\u2019ve written the letter differently if she could go back and do it again. \u201cIt wasn\u2019t my intention for him to feel any stress but he looks like he\u2019s about to cry,\u201d she said. \u201cSeeing him in that state is alarming to me because I don\u2019t want him to feel that way. I want him to be excited to see me. I\u2019m scared.\u201d<\/p>\n However, Joey still gave Kelsey a rose at the rose ceremony.\u00a0Daisy Kent<\/strong> also got a rose, which meant\u00a0Rachel Nance<\/strong> was eliminated.<\/p>\n Kelsey\u2019s decision to leave Joey the letter came as she started doubting<\/a> where their relationship stood, despite Joey assuring her that he was \u201cfalling in love with<\/a>\u201d her on their fantasy suite date. \u201cMy brain is going all over the place,\u201d the New Orleans resident previously said on the March 11 episode. \u201cIt\u2019s just, like, a lot right now. There\u2019s something I need to talk about with Joey.\u201d<\/p>\n She pointed out that she \u201cmade a promise\u201d to both herself and Joey that she would share everything with him throughout this process. \u201cIt\u2019s, like, a conversation that needs to be had before going into the rose ceremony,\u201d Kelsey admitted. \u201cIt\u2019s more pressing now than later. I don\u2019t want to blindside Joey ever. I just want to be honest and I want to be able to tell him everything that\u2019s on my mind. I would rather leave now than have my heart completely broken.\u201d<\/p>\n Meanwhile, Joey was left completely shaken when he first got the note. \u201cI don\u2019t know what\u2019s going on,\u201d he said. \u201cIt could be bad things, it could be good. I don\u2019t know. But usually when someone writes, \u2018We need to talk,\u2019 it\u2019s scary and you think it could be [that] something went wrong. I don\u2019t understand what could\u2019ve went wrong because I didn\u2019t say anything to her. This could derail everything if something\u2019s wrong, if she needs to leave, if something happens. I don\u2019t want her to leave. I want her to be here. I want her to want to be here.\u201d<\/p>\n In the weeks leading up to the fantasy suites, Joey had expressed his fear of not being chosen by the person he wanted to be with. \u201cThis is, like, my worst nightmare coming true,\u201d he reiterated. \u201cI\u2019m over giving everything I can and feeling like they\u2019re not choosing me.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/p><\/div>\n