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Ryan Gosling<\/a> may have seemed confused by the <\/span>Critics Choice Award win<\/a> for “I’m Just Ken” — but he said he’s not opposed to performing the song on an awards show stage.<\/span><\/p>\n The actor sat down with <\/span>Variety<\/em><\/a> for their latest cover story, where he opened up about <\/span>Barbie<\/em>‘s<\/a> success and admitted that he’d be willing to perform his epic ballad from the movie at the upcoming <\/span>Oscars<\/a> — but hasn’t been asked yet.<\/span><\/p>\n “It might be too much of a risk to have me do it,” he says. “I don’t know how that would work. But I’m open to it.”<\/span><\/p>\n Gosling has maintained a sense of humor about his “Kenergy” from the beginning of <\/span>Barbie<\/span><\/em>‘s rise to box office glory last year, though he admitted in his new interview that playing Barbie’s beau was “the hardest role I’ve ever had to play.”<\/span><\/p>\n “In some way, everything I’ve done led to it. And I can’t believe I’m saying that,” he admits. “There were moments when I would do it where I’d think, ‘I haven’t felt like I’ve worked this hard since <\/span>Blue Valentine<\/span><\/em>.'”<\/span><\/p>\n “There were moments when I left <\/span>Blue Valentine<\/span><\/em> just completely emotionally spent, laying on the floor of the car on the ride home just done\u2014empty. And it was even harder to play Ken,” he continues. “And I thought, ‘How am I feeling\u00a0that\u00a0on this film?”<\/span><\/p>\n In fact, Gosling initially said no to <\/span>Barbie<\/span><\/em> due to scheduling and life commitments. He took a few years off after his Oscar-nominated role in 2018’s <\/span>First Man <\/span><\/em>to spend more time at home with partner <\/span>Eva Mendes<\/a> and their daughters, Amada, 9, and Esmeralda, 7.<\/span><\/p>\n “I didn’t want to miss anything,” he says of the decision. “My priorities changed, and I wanted to be with my kids. It’s going super fast. I hear the clock ticking. I don’t know how much time I’m going to get, and I don’t want to spend it in the wrong place. I know I’m not spending it in the wrong place if I’m with my family.”<\/span><\/p>\n Producer and star <\/span>Margot Robbie<\/a> and writer-director <\/span>Greta Gerwig<\/a>\u00a0patiently waited Gosling out, and eventually convinced him that there was no one else they wanted as <\/span>Barbie<\/span><\/em>‘s main himbo.<\/span><\/p>\n “I would call months later to my agents or something and say, ‘Hey, who did they get to play Ken?’ And they would say, ‘Greta says it’s you,'” he recalls. “Eventually, I thought, ‘Who am I to argue with Greta Gerwig and Margot?’ They had a vision for it. They believed it. And they believed I should do it more than I believed I shouldn’t. At a certain point, I thought, ‘They see something that I don’t see.’ I thought it was such a great part that anyone could play it. I understand now, but it took me a while.”<\/span><\/p>\n Gosling described the role as a “high-wire act\u2014in tiny shorts and no shirt\u2014with no net.”<\/span><\/p>\n “I was like, ‘I can’t mess this up. I can’t be the guy that messed up the <\/span>Barbie<\/span><\/em> movie. So if I’m going to do it, I have to do more than I know that I’m even capable of,'” he recalls.<\/span><\/p>\n The actor even bleached his hair for the part — after a screen test with a wig that he said “wasn’t Ken.”<\/span><\/p>\n “I thought, ‘Ken is <\/span>Single White Female<\/span><\/em>-ing Barbie.’ So he would try to dye his hair, even though he can’t dye his hair,” he reasoned. “I thought, ‘I should bleach my hair, but it should be an off version of hers.’ What was weird was I ended up looking like I did at 8 or 12, which was the era I was revisiting anyway.”<\/span><\/p>\n