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Scheana Shay<\/a> is opening up about a challenging time. On Tuesday’s episode of\u00a0<\/span>Vanderpump Rules<\/em><\/a>, the “Apples” singer revealed that she’s had some difficulties since welcoming her 2-year-old daughter, Summer Moon, with her husband, <\/span>Brock Davies<\/a>.<\/span><\/p>\n “Since having Summer, I knew there was something wrong with me. It took me a little over a year to open up to anyone about that, but postpartum OCD attaches to your worst fears and it shows you them in your head,” Scheana said in a confessional. “It took me almost a year to be able to do anything alone with my daughter, so outside of my immediate family, we haven’t really let anyone watch Summer on their own yet.”<\/span><\/p>\n The episode showed Scheana trying to conquer her fear by having her longtime pal, Tori, come over to watch Summer while her mom, Erika, was also present. The move was a thrill for Brock, who’d been asking to hire a babysitter “for a while.”<\/span><\/p>\n When Tori showed up to the house, Brock expressed his feelings and Scheana was quick to break down in tears.<\/span><\/p>\n “I just miss my wife having a good day. Before we had Summer, we were just this juggernaut of getting things done,” Brock said in a confessional. “Now, for Scheana, day-to-day simple tasks become monumental and overwhelming. It’s a lot of thought process… If there’s a lot of what ifs, we don’t get anything done.”\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n While Scheana acknowledged the challenges, she expressed a want to get better, telling the cameras, “I’m hoping I can get to a place where I’m not afraid to do things alone with my daughter, where I don’t worry about something bad happening to her every day, or to Brock, or to my mom.”<\/span><\/p>\n “I want to be able to enjoy living in the moment and not think that this could be the last moment,” she added.<\/span><\/p>\n When ET spoke to Scheana ahead of <\/span>VPR<\/span><\/em>‘s season 11 premiere, <\/span>she admitted<\/a> that it was “honestly the most difficult season I’ve ever filmed.”<\/span><\/p>\n