7 October 2023<\/time>\n<\/p>\nHannah Spearritt blamed herself for Paul Cattermole’s death.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Hannah Spearritt blamed herself for Paul Cattermole’s death<\/p>\n
\nThe 42-year-old singer was shocked when her S Club 7 bandmate and former boyfriend Paul, 46, died suddenly in April and revealed she initially feared it was suicide and thought it was her fault.<\/p>\n
\nHannah’s fears came from a \u201cdeeply disturbing\u201d email she received from Paul in 2021.<\/p>\n
\nShe told The Sun on Sunday newspaper: \u201cI will never ever reveal the contents of that email.<\/p>\n
\n\u201cIt\u2019s not in my book and I will take it to the grave. I didn\u2019t tell anybody about it at the time because it was pretty clear that he wasn\u2019t very well.<\/p>\n
\n\u201cThe things he said were of great concern. It was a lot. I started blaming myself. I had all these things going through my head \u2014 it was all blame, blame, blame. It was horrible.<\/p>\n
\n\u201cI thought maybe he believed the email was about to come out and that perhaps I was about to share it.\u201d<\/p>\n
\nHowever, it was later revealed that Paul’s death was caused by cardiac issues but that didn’t stop Hannah from feeling overwhelmed and pulling out of the S Club 7 reunion tour with bandmates Rachel Stevens, 45, Jon Lee, 41, Bradley McIntosh, 42, Jo O\u2019Meara, 44, and 47-year-old Tina Barrett.<\/p>\n
\nShe said: “I was extremely excited \u2014 we all were \u2014 to get back as a seven.<\/p>\n
\n“But then Paul died and everything changed. It gave me time to reflect on whether it was the right thing for me to do.<\/p>\n
\n“I hadn\u2019t been in the best of health \u2014 I\u2019ve got a compromised immune system and stress makes it worse.<\/p>\n
\n\u201cMy body just couldn\u2019t cope with everything that was happening. I wasn\u2019t myself.<\/p>\n
\n“I was getting these crippling panic attacks, was suffering from really bad vertigo and was tired all the time.<\/p>\n
\n\u201cIt was affecting my kids too, because I had no energy to do anything with them.<\/p>\n
\n\u201cThe more I started to think about what it was that I wanted, the more I realised that I just couldn\u2019t go back. It was causing me a great deal of stress.<\/p>\n
\n\u201cIt felt like S Club was so long ago, and I know it\u2019s a clich\u00e9 but life is short. It just didn\u2019t feel right.<\/p>\n
\n\u201cIn the end, I had to make a decision that was right for me and my family.”<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
Source link <\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"7 October 2023 Hannah Spearritt blamed herself for Paul Cattermole’s death. Hannah Spearritt blamed herself for Paul Cattermole’s death The 42-year-old singer was shocked when her S Club 7 bandmate and former boyfriend Paul, 46, died suddenly in April and revealed she initially feared it was suicide and thought it was her fault. Hannah’s fears […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":44134,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[1914,1427],"class_list":{"0":"post-44133","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-make-up","8":"tag-hannah-spearritt","9":"tag-paul-cattermole"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44133","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=44133"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44133\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/44134"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=44133"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=44133"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=44133"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}