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Britney Spears<\/strong><\/a> appears to be referencing her conservatorship in a since-deleted poem that she published on social media. <\/p>\n The 41-year-old \u201c\u2026Baby One More Time\u201d pop star took to Instagram on Thursday night (July 28) to share what she described as \u201ca tease for a little project on the way.\u201d <\/p>\n Her tease was a lengthy video that featured a poem full of apparent references to what her life was life while she was under the control of her father Jamie Spears<\/strong><\/a>. <\/p>\n Head inside to read Britney Spears\u2019 full poem\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n \u201cI want attention at my pace \/ And have a car, and leave this place \/ I never cried not one time \/ I worked 10 hours a day \/ 4 months a slave \/ No days off, and no you can\u2019t play \/ No door for a room and watched me \/ changed, watched me shower,\u201d Britney <\/strong>wrote. <\/p>\n The segment appears to refer to her time in a treatment center, which she testified to being forced into while speaking in court<\/a> in 2021. Her testimony also included references to having an IUD for birth control that was implanted without her consent. <\/p>\n Britney <\/strong>directly refences her family later in the poem, writing, \u201cMy family says so \/ Watched me bathe, sit down behave . We ask the questions \/ We\u2019re here to save you \/ Save me from what?\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cI should have died I\u2019m not gone lie,\u201d she continued. <\/p>\n She also addressed her state of mind after being freed from the conservatorship<\/a> in late 2021. More specifically, she made it clear that she\u2019d be fighting for herself. <\/p>\n \u201cI\u2019m so kind, I\u2019m for free \/ Think again my friends \/ Think again \/ I\u2019d murder \/ Put a smile on my face \/ To save my grace I\u2019d kill\u2019em,\u201d she wrote. <\/p>\n Britney <\/strong>made a reference to her sister Jamie Lynn Spears<\/strong><\/a> in the caption, saying that she wrote her message in a similar fashion. Jamie Lynn<\/strong> opened up about their relationship<\/a> in an interview earlier this month.<\/p>\n It\u2019s not entirely clear what project Britney <\/strong>is teasing, but it is likely her memoir The Woman in Me<\/em><\/a>, which will arrive on October 24. After dropping a new song called \u201cMind Your Business\u201d<\/a> with Will.i.am<\/strong><\/a>, there have also been rumors about new music. Her collaborator fed into them in an interview of his own<\/a>. <\/p>\n Read a transcription of Britney Spears\u2019 poem below\u2026<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n In the middle or did you get \u2018em?<\/p>\n The thieves are little,<\/p>\n They serve like skittles<\/p>\n The pain no walk, we say when you talk<\/p>\n The pain no walk, we say when you talk<\/p>\n My feet, Jesus tell me why<\/p>\n You know I move when I\u2019m alive<\/p>\n They took my feet, demoralized<\/p>\n Emphasized my face, they wanted my mind<\/p>\n We want to see your face<\/p>\n We want to see your face<\/p>\n I want attention at my pace<\/p>\n And have a car, and leave this place<\/p>\n I never cried not one time<\/p>\n I worked 10 hours a day<\/p>\n 4 months a slave<\/p>\n No days off, and no you can\u2019t play<\/p>\n No door for a room and watched me<\/p>\n changed, watched me shower<\/p>\n But each week I got flowers<\/p>\n from a grocery store<\/p>\n To show color adored to feel young again<\/p>\n and maybe more<\/p>\n Is this even legal?<\/p>\n Where\u2019s a needle, is this a joke?<\/p>\n No days off<\/p>\n And my family knows so low<\/p>\n so low<\/p>\n so low<\/p>\n My family says so<\/p>\n Watched me bathe, sit down behave<\/p>\n We ask the questions<\/p>\n We\u2019re here to save you<\/p>\n Save me from what?<\/p>\n Save me from what\u2026<\/p>\n Edge of reason to feel alive,<\/p>\n Insanity steals most hearts<\/p>\n Most cry<\/p>\n I should have died I\u2019m not gone lie<\/p>\n How I made it. ******* surprise<\/p>\n Insanity reveals realest eyes<\/p>\n Born I won\u2019t even try<\/p>\n My feet look down I wanted to run<\/p>\n Spirit out of body, the pain I was done in<\/p>\n Elevate elevate, it came out of body<\/p>\n It touch the ceiling, it wasn\u2019t a haunting<\/p>\n It was pain, looked up<\/p>\n God for sure<\/p>\n He knew I knew, so I flew<\/p>\n It didn\u2019t feel normal, but what is normal<\/p>\n I say it again, what the **** is normal<\/p>\n They broke my face<\/p>\n Jesus, my right hand<\/p>\n If I could back in time<\/p>\n I\u2019d find my right hand<\/p>\n I\u2019d ******* kill\u2019em<\/p>\n Because I took a stand<\/p>\n Show them where I\u2019m from<\/p>\n Do you think they\u2019d smile again?<\/p>\n And be so comfortable with me and grin<\/p>\n I\u2019m so kind, I\u2019m for free<\/p>\n Think again my friends<\/p>\n Think again<\/p>\n I\u2019d murder<\/p>\n Put a smile on my face<\/p>\n To save my grace I\u2019d kill\u2019em<\/p>\n Where are you from ???<\/p>\n Where are you from ???<\/p>\n Things make you go<\/p>\n \u201cHMMMMMMMM \u2026\u201d<\/p>\n Is it a name? Is it in<\/p>\n my blood?<\/p>\n The illusion of money<\/p>\n and fame is a flood<\/p>\n Hahaha I will make sure I do the<\/p>\n right thing<\/p>\n Sit down and humble,<\/p>\n Sit down and stay humble<\/p>\n Bumble B is me !!!<\/p>\n Like a wasp I sting<\/p>\n Do you want me to sting?<\/p>\n Do you want me to sting?<\/p>\n The ring higher please<\/p>\n Ring higher<\/p>\n My lighter it\u2019s lit<\/p>\n It\u2019s lit<\/p>\n I serve now with just spit<\/p>\n Significance in just spit<\/p>\n Or just swallow, go hollow<\/p>\n And follow the word<\/p>\n Transcription: Twitter<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>\n