{"id":259935,"date":"2026-08-27T15:34:09","date_gmt":"2026-08-27T15:34:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/2026\/08\/27\/dolly-parton-opened-up-about-suicidal-depression-ahead-of-death\/"},"modified":"2026-08-27T15:34:09","modified_gmt":"2026-08-27T15:34:09","slug":"dolly-parton-opened-up-about-suicidal-depression-ahead-of-death","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/2026\/08\/27\/dolly-parton-opened-up-about-suicidal-depression-ahead-of-death\/","title":{"rendered":"Dolly Parton Opened Up About &#8216;Suicidal&#8217; Depression Ahead of Death"},"content":{"rendered":"<p> <br \/>\n<\/p>\n<div>\n<p><span class=\"span-reading-time rt-reading-time\" style=\"display: block;\"><span class=\"rt-label rt-prefix\">Reading Time: <\/span> <span class=\"rt-time\"> 2<\/span> <span class=\"rt-label rt-postfix\">minutes<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>As you\u2019ve certainly heard by now, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.thehollywoodgossip.com\/2026\/08\/dolly-parton-tim-curry-lgbtq-icons\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Dolly Parton passed away<\/a> this week at the age of 80.<\/p>\n<p>The country music legend was one of the most beloved public figures of her time, but it seems that in private, she struggled with doubts and anxieties that plague most people at one point or another.<\/p>\n<p>In a newly resurfaced interview, Dolly candidly opened up about the emotional turmoil she experienced in the mid-1980s. <\/p>\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><noscript><\/noscript><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"655\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2026\/08\/GettyImages-451440796-1024x655.jpg\" alt=\"Dolly Parton performs on the Pyramid Stage during Day 3 of the Glastonbury Festival at Worthy Farm on June 29, 2014 in Glastonbury, England.\" class=\"wp-image-561999 lazyload\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2026\/08\/GettyImages-451440796-1024x655.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2026\/08\/GettyImages-451440796-300x192.jpg 300w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2026\/08\/GettyImages-451440796-768x492.jpg 768w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2026\/08\/GettyImages-451440796-2048x1311.jpg 2048w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2026\/08\/GettyImages-451440796-960x614.jpg 960w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2026\/08\/GettyImages-451440796-1080x691.jpg 1080w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2026\/08\/GettyImages-451440796-1200x768.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 760px) calc(100vw - 20px), 720px\" data-pin-media=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2026\/08\/GettyImages-451440796-scaled.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\" data-trellis-processed=\"1\"\/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Dolly Parton performs on the Pyramid Stage during Day 3 of the Glastonbury Festival at Worthy Farm on June 29, 2014 in Glastonbury, England. <span class=\"image-caption-credit\"> (Photo by Ian Gavan\/Getty Images)<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>At the time, the singer was dealing with major health problems and the realization that she might never have children with <a href=\"https:\/\/www.thehollywoodgossip.com\/2026\/08\/dolly-parton-spent-final-months-drowning-in-grief-over-loss-of-husband-carl-dean-report\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">her husband, Carl Dean<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>Parton\u2019s depressive episode came after she began experiencing menopause and underwent a partial hysterectomy. <\/p>\n<p>The procedure left her unable to have children, something that became an enormous source of emotional pain.<\/p>\n<p>Dolly also admitted that she felt guilty about putting her career ahead of motherhood. She had spent years building a remarkable career, but she couldn\u2019t help wondering whether she had made the wrong choices.<\/p>\n<p>The emotional toll became so severe that Parton described herself as suicidal.<\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"instagram-media\" data-instgrm-captioned=\"\" data-instgrm-permalink=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/p\/Dbq6H0FpN7Q\/?utm_source=ig_embed&amp;utm_campaign=loading\" data-instgrm-version=\"14\" style=\" background:#FFF; border:0; border-radius:3px; box-shadow:0 0 1px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.5),0 1px 10px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.15); margin: 1px; max-width:540px; min-width:326px; padding:0; width:99.375%; width:-webkit-calc(100% - 2px); width:calc(100% - 2px);\"\/>\n<p>\u201cThen one day, I just said to myself, \u2018Right, get off your fat b-tt, or if you really are suicidal, then go and shoot your brains out. But get your misery out of other people\u2019s lives and shut up!&#8217;\u201d she recalled (via <a href=\"https:\/\/radaronline.com\/p\/dolly-parton-opened-up-private-battle-suicidal-depression\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Radar Online<\/a>).<\/p>\n<p>Despite everything she had accomplished, Parton admitted she sometimes imagined what life would have been like if she had become a mother.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI think I would have made a nice mama,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n<p>Parton and Dean had tried to have children for many years. She explained that she had initially put motherhood on hold because her career was thriving and she was taking birth control pills. After eventually stopping the medication, however, she still did not become pregnant.<\/p>\n<p>Over time, Parton found a way to make peace with that part of her life.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t feel sad about it,\u201d she explained, saying she came to believe that perhaps God had another purpose for her.<\/p>\n<p>Dolly ultimately devoted enormous energy to helping children through her charitable work, including her beloved Imagination Library. She came to view her relationship with children around the world as part of a larger plan.<\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"instagram-media\" data-instgrm-permalink=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/p\/DceW9T5JHnu\/?utm_source=ig_embed&amp;utm_campaign=loading\" data-instgrm-version=\"14\" style=\" background:#FFF; border:0; border-radius:3px; box-shadow:0 0 1px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.5),0 1px 10px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.15); margin: 1px; max-width:540px; min-width:326px; padding:0; width:99.375%; width:-webkit-calc(100% - 2px); width:calc(100% - 2px);\"\/>\n<p>\u201cI thought maybe God didn\u2019t want me to have kids so that everybody else\u2019s kids could be mine,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n<p>Parton\u2019s relationship with Dean remained another source of strength throughout her life. The couple married in 1966 and remained together for nearly six decades until his death in March 2025.<\/p>\n<p>In a 2024 appearance on Bunnie Xo\u2019s Dumb Blonde podcast, Parton reflected on the secret to their long-lasting relationship.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe never fought back and forth,\u201d she explained, adding that either one could use humor to break the tension when things became difficult.<\/p>\n<p>Dean died at 82. Seventeen months later, Parton died at 80 following a brief battle with cancer.<\/p>\n<p>Her private struggles serve as another reminder that even the brightest public personas can conceal profound pain.<\/p>\n<\/p><\/div>\n<p><script async defer src=\"https:\/\/platform.instagram.com\/en_US\/embeds.js\"><\/script><br \/>\n<br \/><br \/>\n<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/www.thehollywoodgossip.com\/2026\/08\/dolly-parton-opened-up-about-suicidal-depression-ahead-of-death\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Source link <\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Reading Time: 2 minutes As you\u2019ve certainly heard by now, Dolly Parton passed away this week at the age of 80. The country music legend was one of the most beloved public figures of her time, but it seems that in private, she struggled with doubts and anxieties that plague most people at one point [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":259936,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-259935","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-hollywood"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/259935","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=259935"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/259935\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/259936"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=259935"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=259935"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=259935"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}