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Secret Lives of Mormon Wives<\/strong><\/a><\/em> star Jessi Ngatikaura<\/strong><\/a> is opening up about a recent plastic surgery work she had done and why she\u2019s \u201cextremely unhappy\u201d with it.<\/p>\n The 33-year-old reality star posted a very candid video on TikTok this week discussing her looks, which she says have been getting \u201ca lot of hate\u201d and significant criticism as of late. <\/p>\n \u201cAnd I want to say rightfully so, honestly,\u201d she says in the video. \u201cI\u2019m extremely unhappy with my results.\u201d<\/p>\n Keep reading to find out more\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n Jessi<\/strong> explained that she went to the surgeon to get a lower bleph, also known as lower blepharoplasty, used to get rid of puffiness and eye bags by removing or repositioning fat. <\/p>\n While at the doctor, she says she was convinced to get an upper bleph instead, a similar procedure but for your eyelids. She did not want to get any fat grafting, but opted to go with whatever her doctors thought best.<\/p>\n Jessi<\/strong> continued, sharing that it was put into her lips as well, which she did not want.<\/p>\n \u201cI agree it looks awful, my face looks terrible, I totally agree,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n She started to become emotional as she reflected on looking back at how she looked during season 4 of the Hulu show and realizing she was \u201cblinded\u201d by her \u201cself-confidence\u201d issues because she actually looked good.<\/p>\n \u201cI\u2019ll never touch my face again outside of Botox,\u201d Jessi<\/strong> added.<\/p>\n Then she went on to give an inspiring message to her fans and followers, saying she understands that insecurities can lead people to consider surgery but advises everyone to really think \u201clong and hard\u201d about what they want, do research, and give it time before making a decision.<\/p>\n She went on to say she feels like the surgery \u201cruined\u201d her life and even career because she doesn\u2019t feel comfortable doing \u201canything\u201d and is \u201cdreading\u201d the next season coming out.<\/p>\n \u201cI look f\u2013king hideous all of season 5,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n However, the comments on Jessi\u2019s post were almost all very kind, with many people saying she looks beautiful before and still looks beautiful now, and telling her not to be so hard on herself. <\/p>\n Chase McWhorter<\/strong><\/a>, who is the ex-husband of Miranda McWhorter<\/strong><\/a>, commented, \u201cYou\u2019ve never looked hideous a day in your life. This is super vulnerable and I think you\u2019re a badass.\u201d<\/p>\n Miranda<\/strong> herself also commented: \u201cjessss\ud83e\udd7a i\u2019m so proud of you for consistently being so transparent and authentic regardless of how you felt about the results. you are beautiful then and now. i love you \ud83d\udc95\ud83d\udc95\u201d<\/p>\n David Archuleta<\/strong><\/a> recently opened up about his budding friendship with Jessi<\/strong><\/a>!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n