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\t\t<\/p>\n Billie Lourd<\/strong><\/a> shared a touching Instagram post<\/a> to remember her mother Carrie Fisher<\/strong> who died nine years ago on December 27, 2016.<\/p>\n Billie<\/strong>, 33, started her post by mentioning the anniversary of Carrie\u2019s death and noting that her own daughter, Jackson Joanne<\/strong>, 3, \u201cwoke up earlier than usual.\u201d Together, they went outside and little Jackson<\/strong> laid her head on Billie<\/strong>\u2018s chest.<\/p>\n Keep reading to find out more\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/span> <\/p>\n \u201cShe knowingly laid her little head on my chest,\u201d the Scream Queens<\/em> actress wrote. \u201cShe looked up at me with her big soulful eyes and said \u2018I love you mama\u2019 and grabbed my face with her little chubby hands and kissed me. She does this pretty much every morning and dare I say, there is no better way to wake up and no ritual I love more.\u201d <\/p>\n Billie<\/strong> has two kids, Jackson<\/strong>, and a son, Kingston Fisher<\/strong>, 4, who she shares with her husband Austin Rydell<\/strong>.<\/p>\n She then wrote about telling her daughter how much her \u201cgrandmomby\u201d would have loved her and how much she appreciates seeing her kids run around with her dad, Bryan Lourd<\/strong>.<\/p>\n \u201cWatching my dad with my kids is one of the greatest joys I\u2019ve ever known. The kind of joy that makes your face hurt because you can\u2019t stop smiling, the kind of joy that makes you feel like your life is a movie you thought only existed in movies,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n Billie<\/strong> continued, \u201cThen I started thinking about how this joy wouldn\u2019t be possible without my mom. This joy only exists because she existed. So even though she is not physically part of this joy, she is part of the reason for it. Even though she is not alive she lives on through this joy.\u201d<\/p>\n She concluded her post by writing, \u201cThank you momby. I will never stop missing you.\u201d<\/p>\n Billie<\/strong> then noted that the photos she shared, one of herself when she was much younger with her parents and one of her dad with her two kids, were taken \u201cin the same room 25 years apart.\u201d<\/p>\n