{"id":20744,"date":"2023-06-01T20:37:19","date_gmt":"2023-06-01T20:37:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/2023\/06\/01\/meri-brown-reflects-on-sorrow-pain-of-miscarriage-tries-to-find-moments-of-joy\/"},"modified":"2023-06-01T20:37:19","modified_gmt":"2023-06-01T20:37:19","slug":"meri-brown-reflects-on-sorrow-pain-of-miscarriage-tries-to-find-moments-of-joy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/2023\/06\/01\/meri-brown-reflects-on-sorrow-pain-of-miscarriage-tries-to-find-moments-of-joy\/","title":{"rendered":"Meri Brown Reflects on &#8220;Sorrow, Pain&#8221; of Miscarriage, Tries to Find Moments of Joy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p> <br \/>\n<\/p>\n<div>\n<p>Meri Brown talks a lot about her personal journey these days.<\/p>\n<p>She\u2019s mostly an open book when it comes to the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.thehollywoodgossip.com\/2023\/03\/meri-brown-i-have-a-new-look-and-a-new-outlook-on-life\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">ways she\u2019s empowering herself<\/a> in the wake of splitting from spiritual spouse Kody Brown on January.<\/p>\n<p>But a frightening and impactful and tragic journey the Sister Wives star went on many years ago?<\/p>\n<p>She doesn\u2019t bring it up very often.<\/p>\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><noscript><\/noscript><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"970\" height=\"1024\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-476677 lazyload\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 760px) calc(100vw - 40px), 720px\" data-pin-media=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/06\/Screenshot-2023-06-01-at-2.02.25-PM.png\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/06\/Screenshot-2023-06-01-at-2.02.25-PM-970x1024.png\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/06\/Screenshot-2023-06-01-at-2.02.25-PM-970x1024.png 970w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/06\/Screenshot-2023-06-01-at-2.02.25-PM-284x300.png 284w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/06\/Screenshot-2023-06-01-at-2.02.25-PM-768x811.png 768w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/06\/Screenshot-2023-06-01-at-2.02.25-PM-735x776.png 735w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/06\/Screenshot-2023-06-01-at-2.02.25-PM-317x335.png 317w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/06\/Screenshot-2023-06-01-at-2.02.25-PM-329x347.png 329w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/06\/Screenshot-2023-06-01-at-2.02.25-PM-493x520.png 493w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/06\/Screenshot-2023-06-01-at-2.02.25-PM-606x640.png 606w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/06\/Screenshot-2023-06-01-at-2.02.25-PM-727x768.png 727w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/06\/Screenshot-2023-06-01-at-2.02.25-PM-909x960.png 909w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/06\/Screenshot-2023-06-01-at-2.02.25-PM-1023x1080.png 1023w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/06\/Screenshot-2023-06-01-at-2.02.25-PM.png 1093w\" data-trellis-processed=\"1\"\/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Meri Brown posted this photo to Instagram in late May 2023.<span class=\"image-caption-credit\"> (Instagram)<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>On Wednesday, however, Brown got candid and raw on Instagram.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cToday was a travel day for me, and as I was driving through this town tonight, I saw a group of three teenage looking boys, maybe 15 or 16 years old, walking down the street, hands in pockets, chit chatting away, and I just had to smile and almost sort of giggle to myself,\u201d Meri wrote to open a caption to the photo above.<\/p>\n<p>She then tried to explain why she had this reaction.<\/p>\n<p>It centered around a miscarriage she suffered well over a decade ago.<\/p>\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><noscript><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"1006\" height=\"986\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-475148\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy.jpg 1006w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy-300x294.jpg 300w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy-768x753.jpg 768w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy-735x720.jpg 735w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy-335x328.jpg 335w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy-347x340.jpg 347w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy-520x510.jpg 520w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy-640x627.jpg 640w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy-960x941.jpg 960w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 760px) calc(100vw - 40px), 720px\"\/><\/noscript><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"1006\" height=\"986\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-475148 lazyload\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 760px) calc(100vw - 40px), 720px\" data-pin-media=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy.jpg\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy.jpg\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy.jpg 1006w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy-300x294.jpg 300w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy-768x753.jpg 768w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy-735x720.jpg 735w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy-335x328.jpg 335w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy-347x340.jpg 347w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy-520x510.jpg 520w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy-640x627.jpg 640w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/05\/d04d7f49af8eaf0bc39ab7fa9c92d5da-copy-960x941.jpg 960w\" data-trellis-processed=\"1\"\/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Meri Brown is on a plane to London in this photo of the long-time Sister Wives star.<span class=\"image-caption-credit\"> (Instagram)<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Continued the TLC personality:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt was a fun, and even bittersweet, moment for me, realizing that had my baby survived, he might be engaging in that same sort of teenaged banter, and having those same sort of memorable teenaged moments.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGranted, I don\u2019t know for sure that my baby was even a boy, but my gut tells me it was. He\u2019d be 15 now, and I often wonder what life would be like with him here.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Meri is the mother to <a href=\"https:\/\/www.thehollywoodgossip.com\/2022\/06\/sister-wives-star-comes-out-as-trans-announces-new-name-and-pronouns\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">a child named Leon<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>For medical reasons, as explained\/hinted at here, she was unable to have any other kids.<\/p>\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><noscript><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"1024\" height=\"964\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-1024x964.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-473525\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-1024x964.png 1024w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-300x283.png 300w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-768x723.png 768w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-735x692.png 735w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-335x316.png 335w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-347x327.png 347w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-520x490.png 520w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-640x603.png 640w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-960x904.png 960w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-1080x1017.png 1080w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM.png 1187w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 760px) calc(100vw - 40px), 720px\"\/><\/noscript><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"1024\" height=\"964\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-473525 lazyload\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 760px) calc(100vw - 40px), 720px\" data-pin-media=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM.png\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-1024x964.png\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-1024x964.png 1024w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-300x283.png 300w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-768x723.png 768w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-735x692.png 735w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-335x316.png 335w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-347x327.png 347w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-520x490.png 520w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-640x603.png 640w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-960x904.png 960w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM-1080x1017.png 1080w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2023\/04\/Screen-Shot-2023-04-18-at-6.32.28-AM.png 1187w\" data-trellis-processed=\"1\"\/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Meri Brown  looks great in this photo. Do you think she got work done?<span class=\"image-caption-credit\"> (instagram)<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Concluded Brown on May 31:<\/p>\n<p><strong>There\u2019s often a lot of sorrow and pain surrounding that loss, but having that moment of joy today, seeing those boys happy and alive, was healing in a way for me. <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Just one of today\u2019s little moments of gratitude<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p>What an impressive outlook she has at this point, wouldn\u2019t you agree?<\/p>\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><noscript><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"1024\" height=\"1011\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-1024x1011.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-465878\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-1024x1011.png 1024w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-300x296.png 300w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-80x80.png 80w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-768x758.png 768w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-735x725.png 735w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-335x331.png 335w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-347x342.png 347w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-520x513.png 520w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-640x632.png 640w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-960x948.png 960w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-1080x1066.png 1080w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM.png 1152w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 760px) calc(100vw - 40px), 720px\"\/><\/noscript><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"1024\" height=\"1011\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-465878 lazyload\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 760px) calc(100vw - 40px), 720px\" data-pin-media=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM.png\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-1024x1011.png\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-1024x1011.png 1024w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-300x296.png 300w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-80x80.png 80w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-768x758.png 768w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-735x725.png 735w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-335x331.png 335w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-347x342.png 347w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-520x513.png 520w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-640x632.png 640w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-960x948.png 960w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM-1080x1066.png 1080w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2022\/12\/Screen-Shot-2022-12-31-at-1.59.37-PM.png 1152w\" data-trellis-processed=\"1\"\/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Meri Brown included this photo as a way to say goodbye to the year 2022 on Instagram.<span class=\"image-caption-credit\"> (Instagram)<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>This wasn\u2019t the first time Meri has reflected on her past pregnancy loss, as she previously wrote a post titled \u201cMiscarriage Sucks.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI woke up this morning thinking about how it would be to have my 12-year-old boy with me at Christmas this year,\u201d she shared via her Instagram Story in December 2019. <\/p>\n<p>\u201cNever thought I\u2019d get the news today that a sweet little mom I know and love would be saying goodbye to her own sweet baby today too.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>We commend Meri Brown for being so brave amid this tragedy and we send our best wishes to all women who have suffered a similar fate.<\/p>\n<\/p><\/div>\n<p><br \/>\n<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/www.thehollywoodgossip.com\/2023\/06\/meri-brown-reflects-on-sorrow-pain-of-miscarriage-tries-to-find-moments-of-joy\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Source link <\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Meri Brown talks a lot about her personal journey these days. She\u2019s mostly an open book when it comes to the ways she\u2019s empowering herself in the wake of splitting from spiritual spouse Kody Brown on January. But a frightening and impactful and tragic journey the Sister Wives star went on many years ago? 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