{"id":201360,"date":"2025-10-26T09:01:10","date_gmt":"2025-10-26T09:01:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/2025\/10\/26\/i-could-have-killed-someone-sir-anthony-hopkins-recalls-realising-he-was-an-alcoholic\/"},"modified":"2025-10-26T09:01:10","modified_gmt":"2025-10-26T09:01:10","slug":"i-could-have-killed-someone-sir-anthony-hopkins-recalls-realising-he-was-an-alcoholic","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/2025\/10\/26\/i-could-have-killed-someone-sir-anthony-hopkins-recalls-realising-he-was-an-alcoholic\/","title":{"rendered":"&#8216;I could have killed someone&#8217;: Sir Anthony Hopkins recalls realising he was an alcoholic"},"content":{"rendered":"<p> <br \/>\n<\/p>\n<div>\n<p class=\"byline\">\n<p>        <time itemprop=\"datePublished\" content=\"2025-10-26\" datetime=\"1761469270\" pubdate=\"\">26 October 2025<\/time>\n    <\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.femalefirst.co.uk\/sir-anthony-hopkins\/\" class=\"exposure-link \" data-linktrack=\"LinkTracker,articleExposure,sir-anthony-hopkins\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Sir Anthony Hopkins<\/a> knew he needed to get help for his drinking when he realised he &#8220;could have killed&#8221; someone.<\/p>\n<p>                            <\/p>\n<p class=\"image-caption landscape\">Sir Anthony Hopkins has been sober for almost 50 years<\/p>\n<p>The 87-year-old actor &#8211; who celebrated 49 years sober last December &#8211; was driving around California while in a &#8220;blackout&#8221; and had a sudden moment of awareness that he was an alcoholic and needed to quit the bottle.<\/p>\n<p>He told The New York Times&#8217; The Interview podcast: \u201cI was drunk and driving my car here in California in a blackout, no clue where I was going, when I realised that I could have killed somebody \u2014 or myself, which I didn\u2019t care about.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I came to my senses and said to an ex-agent of mine at this party in Beverly Hills, \u2018I need help.\u2019 \u201d <\/p>\n<p>The Silence of the Lambs actor had a &#8220;spooky&#8221; moment where he heard a  &#8220;vocal, male, reasonable, like a radio voice&#8221; speak to him from the inside, and he instantly lost his desire to drink.<\/p>\n<p>\nHe continued: \u201cIt was 11 o\u2019clock precisely \u2014 I looked at my watch \u2014 and this is the spooky part: Some deep, powerful thought or voice spoke to me from inside and said: \u2018It\u2019s all over. Now you can start living. And it has all been for a purpose, so don\u2019t forget one moment of it.\u2019 <\/p>\n<p>\n\u201cThe craving to drink was taken from me, or left. Now I don\u2019t have any theories except divinity or that power that we all possess inside us that creates us from birth, life force, whatever it is.<\/p>\n<p>\n\u201cIt\u2019s a consciousness, I believe. That\u2019s all I know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\nThe Academy Award-winning star had gone through a &#8220;lonely&#8221; childhood and was bullied so turned to alcohol to &#8220;nullify that discomfort or whatever it was in me, because it made me feel big.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\nHe added: &#8220;You know, booze is terrific because it makes you instantly feel in a different space.<\/p>\n<p>\n&#8220;Actors in those days \u2014 Peter O\u2019Toole, Richard Burton, all of them \u2014 I remember those drinking sessions, thinking: &#8216;This is the life. We\u2019re rebels, we\u2019re outsiders, we can celebrate.&#8217; And at the back of the mind is: &#8216;It\u2019ll kill you as well.&#8217; &#8220;<\/p>\n<p>\nAnthony feels grateful that he is &#8220;still here&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>\nHe said: &#8220;Those guys I worked with have all gone&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\n\u201cThere are monstrous difficulties in life and you take notice of them. But finally, approaching 88 years of age, I wake up in the morning going: &#8216;I\u2019m still here. How?\u2019<\/p>\n<p>\n\u201cI don\u2019t know. But whatever\u2019s keeping me here, thank you very much! Much obliged!\u201d<\/p>\n<p><!-- Pagination --><\/p>\n<p><!-- playbuzz --><br \/>\n<!-- end playbuzz--><\/p>\n<p><!-- \n\n<div data-cn-project=\"femalefirst\">\n    \n<\/div>\n\n --><\/p>\n<p><!-- Outbrain { date: 2018\/06\/08 } --><br \/>\n<!-- Outbrain { date: 2018\/06\/08 } --><\/p>\n<p>    <!-- Outbrain { date: 2018\/06\/08 } --><br \/>\n    <!-- Outbrain { date: 2018\/06\/08 } --><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p><br \/>\n<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/www.femalefirst.co.uk\/celebrity\/killed-someone-sir-anthony-hopkins-recalls-realising-alcoholic-1431970.html?f=rss\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Source link <\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>26 October 2025 Sir Anthony Hopkins knew he needed to get help for his drinking when he realised he &#8220;could have killed&#8221; someone. 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