{"id":167185,"date":"2025-05-09T08:01:10","date_gmt":"2025-05-09T08:01:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/2025\/05\/09\/reality-star-jax-taylor-always-knew-there-was-something-wrong\/"},"modified":"2025-05-09T08:01:10","modified_gmt":"2025-05-09T08:01:10","slug":"reality-star-jax-taylor-always-knew-there-was-something-wrong","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/2025\/05\/09\/reality-star-jax-taylor-always-knew-there-was-something-wrong\/","title":{"rendered":"Reality star Jax Taylor &#8216;always knew there was something wrong&#8217;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p> <br \/>\n<\/p>\n<div>\n<p class=\"byline\">\n<p>        <time itemprop=\"datePublished\" content=\"2025-05-09\" datetime=\"1746777670\" pubdate=\"\">9 May 2025<\/time>\n    <\/p>\n<p>Jax Taylor knew there was &#8220;something wrong&#8221; with him years before his bipolar disorder diagnosis.<\/p>\n<p>                            <\/p>\n<p class=\"image-caption landscape\">Jax Taylor has been diagnosed with bipolar disorder<\/p>\n<p>\nThe 45-year-old reality star has revealed that he relied on drugs and alcohol to &#8220;shut [his] brain off&#8221;, before he was diagnosed with the mental health condition.<\/p>\n<p>\nHe said on &#8216;In the Mind of Jax Taylor&#8217;: &#8220;I never got checked. Did I know I had something wrong with me for years? Absolutely.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\nJax attended rehab in 2024 and that&#8217;s when his mental health issues came to the fore.<\/p>\n<p>\nThe former &#8216;Vanderpump Rules&#8217; star &#8211; who has Cruz, four, with his estranged wife Brittany Cartwright &#8211; shared: &#8220;I&#8217;m like, \u2018Something is f****** wrong with me. Something is wrong. I&#8217;m flying off the handle. I&#8217;m angry. I&#8217;m easily triggered.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>\n&#8220;I&#8217;m happy one minute. I&#8217;m sad the next minute. And there&#8217;s absolutely no reason to be this way because on paper, I have it all. Home, cars, toys, healthy child, healthy wife.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\nAlthough Jax has battled problems with drugs and alcohol, he actually considers his &#8220;ego&#8221; to have been an even bigger issue.<\/p>\n<p>\nThe reality star said: &#8220;It was really, really bad, man. <\/p>\n<p>\n&#8220;My ego got in the way of me &#8230; Drugs and alcohol were a problem, but they weren&#8217;t the problem. I used drugs and alcohol to mask all my problems. Validation, insecurity, ego, manipulation, narcissism, all these things that people told me, anger issues &#8230; my family issues.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\nIn April, Jax suggested that an earlier diagnosis could&#8217;ve saved his marriage.<\/p>\n<p>\nThe TV star was diagnosed with the mental health condition in September &#8211; but by then, his marriage to Brittany had already fallen apart.<\/p>\n<p>\nHe said on &#8216;In the Mind of Jax Taylor&#8217;: &#8220;This is the first time in my 45 years of life that I had to ask for help because I just couldn&#8217;t do it anymore. I just, I couldn&#8217;t bear the weight. And I just &#8211; I surrendered. I surrendered.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\nJax has been using a mood stabiliser called Lamotrigine over recent months, and it&#8217;s actually changed his life.<\/p>\n<p>\nHe explained: &#8220;I&#8217;m on it, and I absolutely love it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\nJax now regrets that he didn&#8217;t start using Lamotrigine even sooner.<\/p>\n<p>\nHe said: &#8220;I never miss a day, and it&#8217;s literally changed my life. I wish I would&#8217;ve took it sooner. Probably would&#8217;ve saved my marriage.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><!-- Pagination --><\/p>\n<p><!-- playbuzz --><br \/>\n<!-- end playbuzz--><\/p>\n<p><!-- \n\n<div data-cn-project=\"femalefirst\">\n    \n<\/div>\n\n --><\/p>\n<p><!-- Outbrain { date: 2018\/06\/08 } --><br \/>\n<!-- Outbrain { date: 2018\/06\/08 } --><\/p>\n<p>    <!-- Outbrain { date: 2018\/06\/08 } --><br \/>\n    <!-- Outbrain { date: 2018\/06\/08 } --><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p><br \/>\n<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/www.femalefirst.co.uk\/celebrity\/reality-star-jax-taylor-always-knew-something-wrong-1418158.html?f=rss\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Source link <\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>9 May 2025 Jax Taylor knew there was &#8220;something wrong&#8221; with him years before his bipolar disorder diagnosis. Jax Taylor has been diagnosed with bipolar disorder The 45-year-old reality star has revealed that he relied on drugs and alcohol to &#8220;shut [his] brain off&#8221;, before he was diagnosed with the mental health condition. 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