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Summer House<\/span><\/i><\/a> star <\/span>Paige DeSorbo<\/b><\/a> opened up about the anxiety she felt in her relationship with ex-boyfriend <\/span>Craig Conover<\/b><\/a> before their split.<\/p>\n After fans watched Paige, 32, express concerns about not feeling supported<\/span><\/a> by Craig, 36, as she prepared for <\/span>her \u201cGiggly Squad\u201d podcast tour<\/span><\/a>, she had an honest conversation about potentially wanting out of the relationship while talking to costar Ciara Miller<\/strong> during the Wednesday, April 16, episode.<\/p>\n \u201cI\u2019ve said to him so many times, \u2018If this is not what you want\u2026’\u201d Paige told Ciara, 29, who responded, \u201cBut you\u2019re putting it on him. Because it\u2019s so much easier to give the other person the out than to really dig deep and determine if that\u2019s what you want.\u201d<\/p>\n Paige \u2013 who appeared defeated \u2013 replied, \u201cI just want to run away and change my name.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cI feel guilty that I\u2019m not more happy,\u201d she continued about her relationship. \u201cI\u2019m like, \u2018I wished for everything I have.\u2019 I\u2019ve literally manifested the apartment I live in, manifested having a boyfriend who\u2019s obsessed with me, I love my career. So, then, why am I the most anxious I\u2019ve ever been in my entire life when I have everything I want?\u201d<\/p>\n After Paige and Ciara had the tough conversation, the podcast host woke up the next day still feeling bothered about the state of her relationship.<\/p>\n \u201cI just get overwhelmed,\u201d she tearfully told Ciara. \u201cI haven\u2019t had a day off. I just feel like I\u2019m spreading myself so thin. I feel like Craig is going to freak out on me. I\u2019m just nervous Craig\u2019s gonna be like, \u2018You\u2019re such a f\u2013king bitch.\u2019 I\u2019m just so f\u2013king anxious.\u201d<\/p>\n The conversation concluded with Paige admitting that she felt she was being forced to choose between her relationship and professional career.<\/p>\n \u201cI get that his feelings are valid too,\u201d she said. \u201cHe can be like, \u2018You\u2019re so busy, what about me?\u2019 But also, sometimes I feel like he dumbs down how busy I am or I\u2019m being a bad person if my relationship isn\u2019t the number one thing in my life or that I\u2019m not putting it first.\u201d<\/p>\n Paige continued, \u201cI always feel like I\u2019m doing the wrong thing. I get nervous that me and Craig are gonna break up and it\u2019s going to be like, \u2018He\u2019s so much better off without her. She deserves what she gets.’\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cI get nervous that everything I have will go away,\u201d Paige admitted through tears.<\/p>\n While fans are currently watching Paige and Craig\u2019s relationship crumble on Summer House<\/span><\/i> season 9<\/span><\/a>, she <\/span>confirmed that they split after three years of dating<\/span><\/a> during a December 2024 episode of her \u201cGiggly Squad\u201d podcast.<\/p>\n \u201cCraig and I have decided to no longer be together,\u201d she said at the time. \u201cI love him, I think he loves me. I think we will remain friends. No one did anything. It wasn\u2019t a bad thing. I think we both were just being really mature and saying what we want and what we didn\u2019t want, and I think that\u2019s extremely powerful to be able to voice how you\u2019re feeling<\/a> in real time and what you want for your future.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/p><\/div>\n