{"id":133409,"date":"2024-11-18T18:06:16","date_gmt":"2024-11-18T18:06:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/2024\/11\/18\/nicole-kidman-wakes-up-at-3am-crying-over-her-mortality\/"},"modified":"2024-11-18T18:06:16","modified_gmt":"2024-11-18T18:06:16","slug":"nicole-kidman-wakes-up-at-3am-crying-over-her-mortality","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/2024\/11\/18\/nicole-kidman-wakes-up-at-3am-crying-over-her-mortality\/","title":{"rendered":"Nicole Kidman Wakes Up at 3AM Crying Over Her Mortality"},"content":{"rendered":"<p> <br \/>\n<\/p>\n<div>\n<p>Nicole Kidman feels haunted by the icy specter of mortality, and it fills her with terror. If that sounds relatable to you, carry on\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Late this summer, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.thehollywoodgossip.com\/2024\/09\/nicole-kidman-forced-to-leave-venice-film-festival-due-to-death-of-mother\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">Nicole Kidman\u2019s mother passed away<\/a> at 84.<\/p>\n<p>Now, she reveals, the thought of her own finite lifespan occupies her thoughts.<\/p>\n<p>She\u2019s embracing her emotions \u2014 including the mortal dread that has her waking up crying at night.<\/p>\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><noscript><\/noscript><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_01-1024x683.jpg\" alt=\"Nicole Kidman on November 11, 2024.\" class=\"wp-image-513465 lazyload\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_01-1024x683.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_01-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_01-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_01-2048x1366.jpg 2048w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_01-960x640.jpg 960w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_01-1080x720.jpg 1080w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_01-1200x800.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 760px) calc(100vw - 20px), 720px\" data-pin-media=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_01-scaled.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\" data-trellis-processed=\"1\"\/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Nicole Kidman attends the premiere of Netflix\u2019s \u201cSpellbound\u201d at The Paris Theatre on November 11, 2024.<span class=\"image-caption-credit\"> (Photo Credit: Arturo Holmes\/Getty Images)<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<h2 id=\"h-it-s-beyond-understandable-that-nicole-kidman-is-thinking-a-lot-about-death\">It\u2019s beyond understandable that Nicole Kidman is thinking a lot about death<\/h2>\n<p>On Monday, November 18, <em>GQ <\/em>published a <a href=\"https:\/\/www.gq-magazine.co.uk\/article\/nicole-kidman-men-of-the-year-interview-2024\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">new interview<\/a> with beloved actress and AMC meme queen Nicole Kidman.<\/p>\n<p>While many feel that their emotional regulation improves after adolescence, she shared that she has begun to embrace her emotional highs and lows now that she\u2019s in her 50s.<\/p>\n<p>According to Kidman, these feelings are \u201ceven more\u201d close to the surface now than they have been in the past.<\/p>\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><noscript><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"683\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-683x1024.jpg\" alt=\"Nicole Kidman on November 17, 2024.\" class=\"wp-image-513466\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-683x1024.jpg 683w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-768x1152.jpg 768w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-1365x2048.jpg 1365w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-640x960.jpg 640w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-720x1080.jpg 720w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-800x1200.jpg 800w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-scaled.jpg 1707w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 760px) calc(100vw - 20px), 720px\"\/><\/noscript><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"683\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-683x1024.jpg\" alt=\"Nicole Kidman on November 17, 2024.\" class=\"wp-image-513466 lazyload\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-683x1024.jpg 683w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-768x1152.jpg 768w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-1365x2048.jpg 1365w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-640x960.jpg 640w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-720x1080.jpg 720w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-800x1200.jpg 800w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-scaled.jpg 1707w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 760px) calc(100vw - 20px), 720px\" data-pin-media=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_02-scaled.jpg\" data-trellis-processed=\"1\"\/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Nicole Kidman attends the 2024 Governors Awards at Dolby Theatre on November 17, 2024.<span class=\"image-caption-credit\"> (Photo Credit: Jon Kopaloff\/Getty Images)<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>\u201cMortality. Connection. Life coming and hitting you,\u201d Nicole Kidman listed as emotions that she feels with a keen intensity.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd [the] loss of parents and raising children <a href=\"https:\/\/www.thehollywoodgossip.com\/2017\/06\/nicole-kidman-and-keith-urban-celebrate-their-11th-anniversary\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">and marriage<\/a> and all of the things that go into making you a fully sentient human,\u201d she continued.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m in all of those places,\u201d Kidman acknowledged. \u201cSo life is, whew. It\u2019s definitely a journey.\u201d<\/p>\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><noscript><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"682\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-682x1024.jpg\" alt=\"Nicole Kidman on November 11, 2024.\" class=\"wp-image-513467\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-682x1024.jpg 682w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-768x1153.jpg 768w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-1364x2048.jpg 1364w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-640x960.jpg 640w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-719x1080.jpg 719w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-799x1200.jpg 799w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-scaled.jpg 1705w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 760px) calc(100vw - 20px), 720px\"\/><\/noscript><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"682\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-682x1024.jpg\" alt=\"Nicole Kidman on November 11, 2024.\" class=\"wp-image-513467 lazyload\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-682x1024.jpg 682w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-768x1153.jpg 768w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-1364x2048.jpg 1364w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-640x960.jpg 640w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-719x1080.jpg 719w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-799x1200.jpg 799w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-scaled.jpg 1705w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 760px) calc(100vw - 20px), 720px\" data-pin-media=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_03-scaled.jpg\" data-trellis-processed=\"1\"\/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Nicole Kidman attends the premiere of Netflix\u2019s \u201cSpellbound\u201d at The Paris Theatre on November 11, 2024.<span class=\"image-caption-credit\"> (Photo Credit: Arturo Holmes\/Getty Images)<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<h2 id=\"h-her-own-mortality-wakes-nicole-kidman-in-the-night\">Her own mortality wakes Nicole Kidman in the night<\/h2>\n<p>\u201cAnd it hits you as you get older how \u2026 it\u2019s a wake up at 3 a.m. crying and gasping kind of thing,\u201d the 57-year-old characterized.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIf you\u2019re in it and not numbing yourself to it,\u201d Nicole Kidman said of her mortality.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd I\u2019m in it,\u201d she then affirmed. \u201cFully in it.\u201d<\/p>\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><noscript><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"683\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_04-683x1024.jpg\" alt=\"Nicole Kidman on October 19, 2024.\" class=\"wp-image-513468\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_04-683x1024.jpg 683w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_04-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_04-768x1152.jpg 768w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_04-640x960.jpg 640w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_04-720x1080.jpg 720w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_04-800x1200.jpg 800w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_04.jpg 1234w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 760px) calc(100vw - 20px), 720px\"\/><\/noscript><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"683\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_04-683x1024.jpg\" alt=\"Nicole Kidman on October 19, 2024.\" class=\"wp-image-513468 lazyload\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_04-683x1024.jpg 683w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_04-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_04-768x1152.jpg 768w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_04-640x960.jpg 640w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_04-720x1080.jpg 720w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_04-800x1200.jpg 800w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_04.jpg 1234w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 760px) calc(100vw - 20px), 720px\" data-pin-media=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_04.jpg\" data-trellis-processed=\"1\"\/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Nicole Kidman attends The Fourth Annual Academy Museum Gala at Academy Museum of Motion Pictures on October 19, 2024.<span class=\"image-caption-credit\"> (Photo Credit: Amy Sussman\/Getty Images)<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>In September, Nicole Kidman\u2019s mother passed away. Janelle was 84 years old. <\/p>\n<p>At the time, Kidman left the Venice International Film Festival early and flew home to Australia.<\/p>\n<p>She won best actress at that festival, but could not accept the award in person. She did, however, dedicate the award to her mother.<\/p>\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><noscript><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_05-1024x683.jpg\" alt=\"Nicole Kidman on October 23, 2024.\" class=\"wp-image-513469\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_05-1024x683.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_05-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_05-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_05-2048x1365.jpg 2048w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_05-960x640.jpg 960w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_05-1080x720.jpg 1080w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_05-1200x800.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 760px) calc(100vw - 20px), 720px\"\/><\/noscript><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_05-1024x683.jpg\" alt=\"Nicole Kidman on October 23, 2024.\" class=\"wp-image-513469 lazyload\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_05-1024x683.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_05-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_05-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_05-2048x1365.jpg 2048w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_05-960x640.jpg 960w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_05-1080x720.jpg 1080w, https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_05-1200x800.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 760px) calc(100vw - 20px), 720px\" data-pin-media=\"https:\/\/cdn.thehollywoodgossip.com\/uploads\/2024\/11\/1118_nicolekidman_05-scaled.jpg\" data-trellis-processed=\"1\"\/><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">Nicole Kidman attends \u201cLioness\u201d S2 Premiere at Linwood Dunn Theater on October 23, 2024.<span class=\"image-caption-credit\"> (Photo Credit: Araya Doheny\/Getty Images for Paramount+)<\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<h2 id=\"h-mortal-dread-is-a-very-common-emotion\">Mortal dread is a very common emotion<\/h2>\n<p>Though many people spend their youth feeling all but indestructible, humans have a tragically finite lifespan. Experience with losing loved ones, feeling one\u2019s body change over time, and even near-death experiences can help people to understand their own mortality.<\/p>\n<p>Many hope that human immortality is just around the corner through some technological breakthrough. It would be nice, though the tech industry seems more dedicated to churning out AI slop than in digitizing human consciousness.<\/p>\n<p>But <a href=\"https:\/\/www.thehollywoodgossip.com\/2024\/01\/nicole-kidman-channels-britney-spears-snake-vogue\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">for Nicole Kidman<\/a>, her fixation on mortality may have more to do with processing the grief of losing her mother. Fearing death is sensible. But, sometimes, the palpable dread is more about those we\u2019ve already lost.<\/p>\n<\/p><\/div>\n<p><br \/>\n<br \/><a href=\"https:\/\/www.thehollywoodgossip.com\/2024\/11\/nicole-kidman-mortality-crying\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Source link <\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nicole Kidman feels haunted by the icy specter of mortality, and it fills her with terror. If that sounds relatable to you, carry on\u2026 Late this summer, Nicole Kidman\u2019s mother passed away at 84. Now, she reveals, the thought of her own finite lifespan occupies her thoughts. She\u2019s embracing her emotions \u2014 including the mortal [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":133410,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-133409","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","5":"has-post-thumbnail","7":"category-hollywood"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/133409","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=133409"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/133409\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/133410"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=133409"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=133409"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/entertainment.runfyers.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=133409"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}