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\t\t<\/p>\n SZA<\/strong><\/a> is opening up about her personal life and relationship with fame.<\/p>\n The 35-year-old Ctrl<\/em> star spoke out in the latest issue of British Vogue<\/a><\/em>, out now.<\/p>\n During the conversation, she addressed how she feels about being famous, getting plastic surgery, dating as a celebrity, and much more.<\/p>\n Keep reading to find out more\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n On whether she wants to be famous anymore:<\/strong> <\/p>\n \u201cEvery day I grapple with, \u2018Am I done with music?\u2019 Maybe I\u2019m just not meant to be famous \u2013 I\u2019m crashing and burning and behaving erratically. It\u2019s not for me because I have so much anxiety. But why would God put me in this position if I wasn\u2019t supposed to be doing this? So I just keep trying to rise to the occasion. But I\u2019m also just like, \u2018Please, the occasion is beating my a\u2013.\u2019\u201d<\/p>\n On getting a BBL:<\/strong> <\/p>\n \u201cI gained all this weight from being immobile while recovering and trying to preserve the fat. It was just so stupid. But who gives a f-ck? You got a BBL, you realise you didn\u2019t need the sh-t. It doesn\u2019t matter. I\u2019ll do a whole bunch more sh-t just like it if I want to before I\u2019m f-cking dead because this body is temporary. It just wasn\u2019t super necessary \u2013 I have other sh-t that I need to work on about myself\u2026 I need to get my f-cking mental health together\u2026 Not to say you can\u2019t do those things simultaneously, just, for me, I realise wherever you go, there you\u2019ll be. But I love my butt. Don\u2019t get me wrong. My booty look nice. And I\u2019m grateful that it looks pretty much\u2026 I don\u2019t know, sometimes natural, but I don\u2019t even care. It\u2019s something that I wanted. I\u2019m enjoying it. I love shaking it.\u201d<\/p>\n On dating as a celebrity:<\/strong> <\/p>\n \u201cI try not to think about that, because I start to get nervous about dying alone and sh-t.\u201d <\/p>\n \u201cMy current relationship? Oh, I don\u2019t know. I don\u2019t know. I might just Tracee Ellis Ross<\/strong><\/a> it. She\u2019s fine as hell and has no children and no man\u2026 that we know of, anyway. I love that for her and I might like that for me.\u201d<\/p>\n On fame:<\/strong> <\/p>\n \u201cIt always exposes the ego and vanity when you\u2019re in historical [places] or beautiful nature and you\u2019re like, \u2018It\u2019s clearly me.\u2019 But that\u2019s the psychosis of fame. It makes you so paranoid. You\u2019re not even in touch with reality, because you\u2019re so scared.\u201d<\/p>\n <\/span><\/p><\/div>\n